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sleepless
If I told you I had sex with him after one kiss, you wouldn't be surprised.

He couldn't wait till the new year for the kiss and I couldn't wait. That was actually two days ago, last year. And I haven't stopped thinking about it since.

He makes me feel a little dirty. But I wasn't scared. I did get my bed and music. And him. And "I'm going to explode." I want to make it last as long as I can.

But I certainly don't want to make it awkward between us. It just that... he frustrates me sometimes, emotionally. Maybe I should give him time.
01.01.2007.monday