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Desensitize
I've become overly sensitive.
I "cried" * while:
*no, I wasn't bawling.
Given the right lines, almost any 40 years old man will look decently attractive:
"I rode through the rain! I'd - I'd ride through worse than that if I could just hear your voice telling me that I might, at least, have some chance to win you."
It's been almost two years and I'm starting to feel lonely again. Mainly, because Steven made me think the other day: "Vi, we need to find you a man." He made me rethink why I've always thought that the way I am is ok. And it is. I am. But other than that, I told him that "I'm working on that"; those were my exact words. He asked who and I couldn't tell him because well, surprises come from low expectations. Just for now, anyway.
I've been out way too many times lately and it's nice to have fun again and to see others do so. I like the crowded night venues on Fridays and weekends and then again the lonely ones filled with just the right people on week nights.
I've just made a calendar of events for myself and already, the page's half full. And so is my glass of orange juice.
05.15.2004
