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This is the reason why I don't talk to her.
I get really offended when people are rude and disrespectful and especially to me. It's not the case with most people but my sister is one of the worst person ever. I honestly don't think being rude and disrespectful will get her anywhere. She's rude in the way she talks back to people and in that tone of voice she uses, especially to my parents and myself, and how she puts herself before others.

So my problem is that I promised Desiree that I'd take her out to breakfast tomorrow for her birthday and we'll hang till whenever the cows come home or my mom calls but instead my mom ask me to take care of someone's kid. I wouldn't mind that much if the kid came over later at 1 or something but the kid is being dropped off at 9 in the morning. So I had to called Desiree and apologized profusely. She got mad because we had planned this for a long time and it was her birthday and she's busy on Sunday so we can't do it any other time.

But that's not the reason why she got mad. It was because 1) the babysitting job is my little sister's job and 2) I'm babysitting her as a favor to her. Of course I'm getting money in return for it but still, I'm cutting my day short with Desiree. 3) I said I'd do it so she won't lose her first job but with two exceptions, that I'd still be able to go out with Desiree but I'll try to come home early (let's say 11 am) and watch the kid till the party I have to go to later that night which I have been looking forward since last week. She'll have to watch the kid at most, 2 hours, whereas I will have to watch the kid for about 7 hours and miss half the party.

The reason why she can't watch the kid is because she has to go to her friend's house to "work on homework". So I asked her why can't she go to her friend's house at a later time. She's been wanting a job for a really long time and this pays well and I think she should take full responsibility for it. So I told her that; in addition to the fact that I'm doing this as a favor to her and of course she snaps back saying that what I do is not important and sneer at me like I'm a piece of shit. I told her to stop being rude and disrespectful and she rants on about something else. At that point, I stopped listening to her but am crying because I don't like it when people are yelling at me.
10.24.2003.friday