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my little box.
I didn't go to sleep last night. I spent the majority of the night in my bedroom thinking and screwing up my eyebrows. the latter of which can be fix... in due time. then this morning I went out to the kitchen to watch the news on tv. (we have three but the furthest one from my parents' bedroom was in the kitchen - strict no noise in the morning rule.) some parts were actually funny but some of it were a little bit on the pathetic side. after news were two movies. so far for the day: Two Weeks Notice and 40 Days and 40 Nights. and also The Corrupter with Mark Walhberg in the wee hours.

"I was trying to take a part of me and make it go away. And I closed my world off and put it in a little box. For a while everything seemed clear, but then you came along and that didn't help anything." - 40 Days and 40 Nights

That seems to be the message of every movie that I've seen lately. maybe not for two weeks notice but both ended similarily... and the Corrupter. while it's cute, it seems too real to be true - that it could (and does) happen to just anyone and in the end, "magic" happen. haha. maybe not magic but yeah. or just that it happens to everyone too many times and thus it no longer seems cute.

oh, if only that could happen to me.
07.03.2003.thursday